Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Before I Start Preparing to Begin

I have to face the fact that I cannot rely on people to heal my pain. Nobody is to blame. I have to stop turning my addictions into scapegoats. It'll be a year tomorrow and it still feels like yesterday.

Just when I begin to look forward, I am forced to turn around and look back. Is preparation separate from capability? Because I'm not ready. I'm terrified.

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